let's dance in style, so says the guy with two left feet.

Monday, August 06, 2012

I can't clear my mind of sundays game. I think i am a very, very big joke. When i don't play physically, i get accused of playing physical. Maybe i'm not cut out for team sports. I can't even hold a team together. I can't even get a hold of myself. I wasn't the captain. I am not the captain. Can't even study in peace. Goooosfraba. Sigh. Time to hang up my boots again.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Dull coin.

It's scary what makes coins dull after so many years. It's like us humans. I was a happy kid with no worries. Now... I get bombarded with sad thoughts and memories as i try to sleep every night.

Been a while. So much has happened and i cant remember much?

This week... Watched Tron 3 times.

TRON IS KICK ASSS AWESOME ZOMG.

Completed hell's highway this week.

Bought a Uke with totally blew my pay this month.

Shopped for someone and for xmas gifts which means i have no more money for this month.

Been downloading a lot i seriously hope i dont get arrested.

Went to Cindy's place on Xmas eve to get back m player and.... I realise what a lousy guy i am. I take things for granted and i am quarrelsome.

Had 24hr duty yesterday. Man am i shag but i have not slept.

Cleared my room, found som old letter from XXX, and i am a heartless dousche. Unfeeling tard i am.

Had blood test for HIV in camp some day... 21st or 22nd. cant remember. Yong en came out with 3 plasters on his arm. cary shiat. Lucky i had a better medic and my procedure only needed one take.

Oh wells going back to camp soon. ORD loh?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Chapel camp. Fun.

Lost my wallet. FML.

No mood for anything.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Shag.

Where do i even start?

Came back from league feeling dirty in every sense.

Monday. Start of NCC camp.

The guys were pretty okay. Except for the constant confusion of my rank. Sir Sergeant Coporal sounds pretty cool for the first day. Boring knots and mitex.

tuesday. Cat1 spoilt everything.

Wednesday. NCC challenge. SAF management is.... very NICE. My guys only know how to talk cock. Taught them a very crappy michael jackson joke and how to do the MOTOEBOAT and they still can win 1st place for section cheer. Made me go on stage thrice to shake my crotch. Sigh. Kids nowadays.

thursday. Painful farewell.

the days are written short and sparingly as i cannot put down in words the attachment and fun i had with the kids. The moment they left i felt a big part of me go away and missed them within the next 5 mins. Or rather just the flying cloud. That's my Hyomin!

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

the taste of defeat is the taste of mud.

Win 3. so what. Lose temper means i loser.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Pain.

This week has been kinda shitty.

With everyone on leave and off, and only haalf strength it feels weird having the company so silent.

And with so little people in camp i still cant play the damn ps2 in piece.

Had Frisbee for Will to Fight some camp cohesion thingy or WTF today. it's really wtf. My coy was the conducting company and ho-ha we got second.

Maybe, we lost to Bravo because i didnt explain the rules properly? Or that xing jiaos hate the ORD personnel? Oh wells. Layout once or twice and now my neck hurts. SIggggghhh..

Spent thursday cleaning up the bunks for the NCC cadets coming on monday.

I was amazing where NSmen can squeeze cigarette butts in the bunk. Every damn small space alo can find one bloody butt. And the dust. ZOMG.

went to timbre at old school on weds night to celebrate Armskote man's birthday. manage to request a song for him. It was the first request for the night but it was not sung... too hard? The interaction between the singer and our table was interesting though...

[ Reads SMS off screen] ... for the birthday boy on the right of the stage. Ahhhh who is the birthday boy?

Us: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [ points to an embarassed LQ]

singer: wow handsome man with the specs [ LQ starts acting shy and coy]

Us: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Singer: Hahaha... You've got a cute smile

Us: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Singer: Wow. "thats why you go away" Why so emo? Just broke up ar?

Us: Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Singer: SIngle?

Me. SINGLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Really a night to remember man. HAHA. Wish my birthday was this exciting.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Zen.

I seriously need to lose weight.

My BMI is a whooping 25.5 Like wthhhhhhhhhhhh.

Got the Creative Zen fi 2 for myself as a birthday treat ( along with many others)

Not bad lei. A bit lag uh sometimes and the apps like shiat but at least i can watch my modern family on the Go. Wana download other movies and stuff but the download time's a ho.

any-ho the week has been... Tiring. Sunday ended with Winter League and i must say my touch has been long gone.

Went back to camp feeling like shiat and there was more shiat to do.

Everytime i run i'll feel hungry halfway then i'll feel like vomiting it's extremely frustrating. Ever since that fever i've... become like a chao keng. Am i weaker mentally? Or is my body telling me something? Bleah.

Anyways if i ever die during my Ns, i should most probably be killed by one of these guys:

Chew Guan Yu. Brilliant mind gone wrong

Guan Yu's nice and all. But he has a very short fuse and he doesn't give a shit about anything when he's tired/deprived of sleep/cant book out/thiks it's a waste of his time. Well i've nearly been killed by him 5 times. Once he hit me in a head with a set of OPH pins. I collapsed on the road and he didnt even know. i was just beside him. In thailand he hammered my hand and punched me for keeping him in check against talking back to a senior officer. During guard duty... the camp must protect against him and not him protect the camp.

Which brings me to Weds. Due to some happy hour in the toilet at night, he couldnt sleep. When i woke him up on weds morning he went berserk, swearing and giving hysterical screams and grunting all the way to the toilet. Picture a flabby hulk.

And it was the day both of us were suppose to be Ammo party for range. The Sergeant in charge didnt dare put him in but there was no one else.

I'm afraid he'll shoot me in blind anger one day.

This fella Hiderbin Omar has been trying to give me a birthday tau pok since.. forever. Weighing over 90, he injured me once when he pounced on me. one more time... my back might actually give way.

90 plus days to ORD. What am i going to do siol? Poly? Nie? work? Macdonalds? Siannnnn

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

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