I seriously need to lose weight.

My BMI is a whooping 25.5 Like wthhhhhhhhhhhh.

Got the Creative Zen fi 2 for myself as a birthday treat ( along with many others)


Not bad lei. A bit lag uh sometimes and the apps like shiat but at least i can watch my modern family on the Go. Wana download other movies and stuff but the download time's a ho.

any-ho the week has been... Tiring. Sunday ended with Winter League and i must say my touch has been long gone.

Went back to camp feeling like shiat and there was more shiat to do.

Everytime i run i'll feel hungry halfway then i'll feel like vomiting it's extremely frustrating. Ever since that fever i've... become like a chao keng. Am i weaker mentally? Or is my body telling me something? Bleah.

Anyways if i ever die during my Ns, i should most probably be killed by one of these guys:

Chew Guan Yu. Brilliant mind gone wrong


Guan Yu's nice and all. But he has a very short fuse and he doesn't give a shit about anything when he's tired/deprived of sleep/cant book out/thiks it's a waste of his time. Well i've nearly been killed by him 5 times. Once he hit me in a head with a set of OPH pins. I collapsed on the road and he didnt even know. i was just beside him. In thailand he hammered my hand and punched me for keeping him in check against talking back to a senior officer. During guard duty... the camp must protect against him and not him protect the camp.

Which brings me to Weds. Due to some happy hour in the toilet at night, he couldnt sleep. When i woke him up on weds morning he went berserk, swearing and giving hysterical screams and grunting all the way to the toilet. Picture a flabby hulk.

And it was the day both of us were suppose to be Ammo party for range. The Sergeant in charge didnt dare put him in but there was no one else.

I'm afraid he'll shoot me in blind anger one day.


This fella Hiderbin Omar has been trying to give me a birthday tau pok since.. forever. Weighing over 90, he injured me once when he pounced on me. one more time... my back might actually give way.

90 plus days to ORD. What am i going to do siol? Poly? Nie? work? Macdonalds? Siannnnn