Some random stuff i found lying around my room. Long long ago, now collecting dust...

Last words

When i die,
Do not cry.
I am a glass of milk
That has been spilt away.
Much as i would want,
To give a heart transplant,
I don't think you can take,
This God-forsaken mistake.
Two decades i have lived,
Two decades of flesh is dying,
An unforseen disease,
My mid life crisis.

Plastic disc, plastic disc,
I can always lift you high,
And if i let you down,
You will never frown.
Plastic disc, living dream.
If i had known from the start,
I rather you than a heart.
For a dream i forfeit,
Is an easier deed,
Than that of a heart,
I eventually tear apart.

Oh fair maiden,
Whose unfortunate aqquaintance with cupid,
was match with me, so stupid
I rather that you turn your back,
Hate me now, for what i lack,
For reasons you dont understand
Why you should find another man.
Then wake up one day, by my side
And find your hope and dreams have back slide.

That it is too late to remind,
No golden moments left behind,
When you finally understand
When you finally regret,
You will finally die,
Poorer,
Older,
Than when we first began.

Nail me on a cross,
At me, rocks and stones you toss
Upon my back a thousand lashes
Turn my body into ashes
Run me through with swords and spears,
Beat me til i've no more tears,
Anything for you to realise.
When on my tombstone,
Three words engraved,
" I'm sorry, Sunshine."


SNSD's fairytale (My child)



With a white piece of paper and a slightly worn pencil
I draw of the future days of just you and I

Without making a sound, I listen closely
And before I know it, I fall asleep with a smile

If I go to the top of the hill and I look down
I can see only you amidst the wide and broad world

Just close your eyes and don't move for a bit
I erase a bit as my drawing is almost completed

There's a small flower pot on top of the large tree and red roof
With two kids chasing behind

If you go to the top of the hill and look down
It's our one and only story amidst the wide and broad world

Let's fill a treasure chest full with our wishes
And hide it underneath the tree that we chose
The fairy tale of you and I

In between the pretty picture unfolding in front of our eyes
Hear the laughter of the happy children

The smoke in the chimneys and the seagulls by the ocean
You've given up on the dreams you've drawn, haven't you, my love

If you go to the top of the hill and look down
It's just you and I amidst the wide and broad world

Dreaming underneath the bright sun light
It's just you and I and the playful children
The children and you and I
Our fairy tale