let's dance in style, so says the guy with two left feet.

Friday, September 25, 2009

There can be only be one.

Who want to live forever?

Who dares to live forever?

-Highlander.

Forever young
I wanna be, forever young.
Do you wanna live forever,
Forever
and ever...

-Napolean Dynamite.

I seriously think i'm born in the wrong era.

Was watching Napolean Dynamite. wooooooh Shiok man. Imagine i was living in that area at that time line.

Watching highlander now. Cult fiction is the best man.

Woke up this morning feeling the shitiest of shitty. Knee pain like nobodies business. Coughing like some dog liddat too.

Went to Sun plaza, intending to go draw money to top up my EZ link. Wanted to go check out crumplers for my sister's birthday, or go DC shop in bugis to buy her a T shirt and a watch for myself.

End up i met the ZD gang, and bought my sis a phone. Hoo Hoo blew a hole in my pocket. She beeeeeeeetter not spoil that phone like she did to my previous one. Getting the phone tomorrow. But my sister is only getting back on Sunday.

In which i have guard duty. Sian.

Tomorrow training. Dont think i can run as much. Or maybe i cant even run. Jialats.

I remember holding your hand.

I remember holding you.

I remember you putting your face in my chest.

I remember you and that embrace.

I remember that sweet face of yours.

I remember lying beside my phone, awaiting your messages.

I miss you.

But nothing is coming inbetween me and Ultimate.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Everybody hates Ni-Koob.

Recap of the Chow Ah Beng's paat week.

Booked in fearing turn out. Didnt sleep.

Got my beret. No big OMPH. Not so Boomz.

Wash rig until sick.

Whiskey!

Friday: Wanted to go see polyclinic for my knee. Woke up late. Met Tabatha and the rest to... Flick.

Saturday. Training shiong ar. Quite shiok. Have never sworn so much since MI. Sians. I feel bad. Went for CG.

Sunday. Went to church for the first time in a long while. Went back in Cindy's car. Went to flick!!!! Weeeee But then i knee pain. so i didnt/couldnt do much.

Monday. Woke up with a F***ing ache/pain/fatigue in my knee. Couldnt go for Hari Raya Hat at WCP. Went to NUM with Kah kiat, Henry Wanessa and Pearlyn. bought two T shirts. Intended to buy only one cos got 50 percent off. But must be in even numbers. So... Liddat loh. Then went back to flick. Ate a farewell dinner with Ming jie before he booked in.

Today. Woke up with a Pain in my knee. Like damn jialat. Went to polyclinic. ask me go find MO. But i dont wanna be on status... Went to watch inglourious bastards after that cos i was DAMN bored. Came out feeling damn sehhh. Not bad though. Cast was Good. Ni-Koob liaos. SIAN ZI PUA SIALLLLLLLLLL.

I... Dont like physical intimacy. With the opposite gender. Not anymore. I get irksome when i hug/touch someone else. Am i turning... Bruno?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

cycle.

Here we go again.

Book in.

Read about our Miss World Singapores blunder during the pageant.

She wears a Bigini. Very Boomz.

Oh well. When i'm nervous i stumble too.

Wednesday book out. Went to play Frisbee. Buuuuuuuuuuuuua-ed my toe on the concrete floor until the skin tore and the nail was filed. Bloody mess.

Thursday was Bun bun day. Went to gorge ourselves at Suki Sushi. didn't feel well after that. Bought a green lantern shirt ( Again ) and another Batman T, which was S size and i almost cant wear it... Went back with the intention of resting, but saw the usual gang flicking so i thought i go join them. Play until i felt like vomiting. There i knew i was gone case liaos.

Friday. Woke up with a fever. Felt shitty. Slept the whole day. Went to cut hair.

Saturday. I felt GREAT. Went for training. Jog one round then went to the side to vomit. Run only feel like vomitting.

Ahhhh ZD is now a match making club. Just like MI when i was around. Would history repeat again and my exit to come?

Went home with FEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Sunday. Woke up feeling shitty. Went to buy a pair of boots. Shivered all the way to ION to accompany lukas to purchase his miami vice jacket.

I feel like shittttttttttttttttttt how to book innnnnnnnnnnnn. Oh well. Suck thumb.

And someone please lead me back to God...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

After so long

After so much unhappiness.

I can still shamelessly say,

I miss you, Ali.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

part 1

Fizzle.

I'm not an Emo wanktard just felt like doing this.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Solitude. Sanctuary. Silence.

Hello.

It's been long since i blogged. About two months.

Wouldn't have thought of blogging if not for the other ZD member's blogs. Since not many people have the link to my blog/remember i have one/bother to even read, i thought this would be my own little sanctuary to record the CHRONICLES OF THE CHOW AH BENG.

Well, at least i think that there is no one watching, except the MATA. Scared i leak out SECRETS. LOL. And people dont think of me as an ah beng anymore. They think of me as... A paedo bear. A lao tiko who preys on anyone below the legal age.

Sigh. Where are all my peers? I have not much time for them anymore anyways, let alone myself.

By the way i can tell my english is chui-ing to the max from the way i type. Oh well the price of loyalty to... Ahem. They can trace what i type. THEY are WATCHING

In general, i am not ok anymore. My knees are chui. When the cold wind blows, they pain.

When i jump for disc, they chui.

When i go for long runs, they chui.

When i sit down for a long period of time, they chui.

But i cant give in. PC HATES STATUSES.

And at the polyclinic, they doctor told me to take these for my knees.

1) Relaxing cream
2) Relaxing pills
3) Relax in camp.

LOL-ness to the MAX.

Now, what is LOVE to me now? Nothing lasts forever, it's true, it's true. Like the moon it will be perfectly round. Perfect. But come a time, it will be gone, again and again and again.

Women are the cause of all my problems. ALL. I am so off women. NO MORE.

Speaking of women, my mum, made me mop the floor right after by book out. MY ONE DAY BOOK OUT.

And today, she made me run to admiralty to carry some heavy lamp. SO HEAVY IT TOOK ME AN ONE HOUR TRIP. So heavy i single handedly ( Literally and figuratively) carried the confounded contraption back, in the rain.

Tskkkk.

Damn i forgot what i wanted to say. Hmmmm.

Ah yes. Why this is a sanctuary for me:

Was blog hopping and found that most of the blogs i come across char si lang ar. Song here and there. When i came across my own one, like heaven liddat. Quiet. The way i want my life to be. White, as if pure, no more troublesssss.

I must sound like a pussy now. Lol-ness.

And let me now clarify, there will only be one worldly love in my life.

Ultimate. Grab. Huck. Score.

Nothing will stop me from giving my 100% anymore. My body is failing me. I dont want to go down one day, knowing i have not given my best. If anything can happen anytime, i dont want to regret i didnt go down fighting.

And im sooooooooo soooooooooo sorry for shouting on the court now and then, well almost all the time. I need more DISCipline.

Oh well. til my next book out then. Which is a long long way to go...

Being single is damn shiok.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

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