let's dance in style, so says the guy with two left feet.

Yes yes i surrender a lort of things yo.

Nong nong ago, i surrendered blogging, cos in camp there is nothing much but sadness to blog about.

But this week, i surrender much more.

Went for UMAD camp on tuesday.

On monday, i did what i promised not to. As such, i shall not give my word as readily as i had to My <3 anymore. I will only give my heart.

UMAD was a refreshing experience yo. Had a LORT of fun. Hehh lazy to upload photos. Go facebook...

And above all, i surrender everything to God.

And to that special someone, i surrender my past, and i surrender searching for Love anymore. You have shown my love from above, and a love from a person so strong i never imagine i would find. Be it fate or circumstance, I love you, <3.

And all i have to say is... you leave me

"Breathless"

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

[Chorus]

Much has passed.

Erm... passed out of BMT?

Sprained my ankle during the 24km road march on tuesday. My ankle has yet to fully recover.

On saturday, it was a day to remember.

It was a day that started beautifully. It went on beautiful. It ended Beautifully.

By holding my hand, you held my heart.

With every kiss i surrender everything to you.

You were beautiful that night. And you will always be.

And on Sunday, i dont know what happened. What made me not sign the form even though we talked about it, about my own good.

Dear God i'm so sorry sweetheart for breaking your heart on the spot.

Absolution.

Doesn't it seem right,
When we have wronged,
Not to apologise repeatedly,
Or promise our errors would be the last?
Rather, we should not repeat that mistake,
Until our last breathe,
And carry all our lives,
Our folly of the moment,
Like a medal of honour;
There is no glory in hiding our shame
Prove your sincerity
By denying any act that prove our shame a lie.

I'm sorry, Dear. I really am. I made you cry even though i said i wouldnt.

As i flick, i think of you.
As i guitar hero-ed, i think of you.
As i type this post, i think of you, wonder how you are, wishing you are well.

Truthfully it is heart wrenching for the current transition. I want to tell you how much i love you.
But for your sake and ultimately ours, i shall have to control. I feel your pain now. I know why you cried. For i have cried.

Dear God give us the strength and the wisdom to control and have patience.

I will wait,
For this beautiful girl,
With a heart of gold,
and a love unmeasurable.

Rawr.

Meow.

Thud thud.

Wamh.

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