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Thursday, January 29, 2009
Random.

Saturday:

Went for training halfway so i could go for the SSC journalism lesson thingy but end up i went to see Bun at his Seoul Garden meeting where only 8 monkeys came. Some people owe me moneyyyyyyyy...

Went to Fern's place for CG meeting. Lol cos of my GL shirt i was called the "Green thing". Like Sts ( Sniggers to Self. I dont usually laugh that loudly.). By the way, the Green Lantern is way cool K... Haha. Justice League the animated series made up my mind. Sugar gave me the first kiss of 2009. I <<<<33333 Sugar!

Went home with Cindy. Accompanied an old lady to woodlands. Went home alone.

Sunday:

Woke up super early for Sunday CNY service.

Went with K2 to orchard. Walk around, see see cos i no money. Left early with Fern to end up at gloria jeans for 3 bucks worth of ice creme brulle. Mhhhhmmm.... Had a lonely dinner with dad.

Monday:

Went to Popo house for reunion dinner. Wahhhhhhhhh i <<<<3333 my niece and nephew. when my bluetooth in my lappie has recovered shall post photos of em. Elijah starts to talk and play with me, and Lizzie starts to nua with me too. Haha. Aadan is just soooo cute. But nth can beat Issable the 11 month old which i got a chance to carry. Babies do have this nice smell huh. Ahhhh...

Went to meet Gene gene at around 7.20 to pass him his skins. I miss my Gene gene...

By the time i came back everyone was not around.

Tues:

Went to Sam's place for visiting with Lukas.

Realise after 3 years from sec school, we're still the same. Computor playing geeks, with no GF. Except for Wee, or should i say vincent, who brought his gal along. So Lukas said next year we shall bring our future GFs. Lol.... i wait long long sial...


Not bad a shot of me trying to play the F chord...


Yes i got caught on camera gorging myself...


The main man Sam and me still figuring out the F chord.


Wee and his gal and the very lonely Samuel. Hehh...


Big buffalos will be big buffalos...

Ate pork and taunted Lukas with it haha im so gonna burn one day for it...

Went to Byron's place. Got lost but ruckiry Byron saw me along the way and guided me back. Haha. Ate, and played Xbox with Ericson and went home alone.

Today:

Went to work feeling super drowsy.

Left early to bring Kah jun crash MI frisbee. It was a SUPER hot and tiring scrimage.

Played a little longer then went with the rest eat BK at Westmall. Met the SP people and went back together. Super tired. Going to sleep now...

Random, random...



Zero: None
Displacement (Discplacement): Shortest distance from start to finish

Zero Discplacement: From start to finish, be it our journey in ZD, in a game, or as an Ultimate player, we will never take short cuts. Determination and hardwork will be chanted in every breath we take.

Each stroke in the logo signifies the our movements as a player and as a team. From the start of each stroke we are bold, literally, and the thinning of each stroke at the end signifies the precision, in terms of skill and concentration when we play.

The logo also takes up the shape of a circle. The symbolism of the logo is that it takes many strokes( Bold= confidence, Spikes= Sharp concentratin, throws and cutting A.k.a skill) to complete a perfect circle, or a perfect game. In other words, We the ZD-ians aim for perfection through hardwork, for we know there is no such thing as short cuts, and we will never attempt short cut.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, January 23, 2009
JANG JANG LANTERN.

Work sucked today. Came in early.

Only managed 29 COs a day. (CO = successful calls. Each CO is 80cents.)

Went to buy a Green Lantern T and a Flash T today. Show the shop owner a Pathetic face and got 10 percent discount. Spent only 54. Heh.

In your Grace.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Youniverse Personality TestYouniverse Personality Test

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, January 19, 2009
BLAHHHHHHH

It's difficult to chat freely cos i still regret hurting you, and that's how much you mean to me.

Got boycotted by a company today cos word went around that a "Roger" was looking for business card details.

Lol i must get 40 COs tmr. I must earn 72 a day.

Today i suddenly though of His sacrifice for us, and for the first time i cried. i dunno why.

A short, short post, a short short day.

I dread results day.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, January 18, 2009
Breaking the Limits.

YES.

Saturday.

Went for ZD training in the morning. re-learned the cup. If i dont do stupid things like layouts, and CUT CUT CUT AND CUT properly, i can get the disc more, and score or assist.

Went for service. Was cool uhh. And got lost cos Fern and I walked in the wrong direction. LUCKILY we found paya lebar Mrt cos i remember the route i ran during standard chartered. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd we behaved like two bimbos in the train.



Went home feeling super tired. I fell asleep upon lying on my bed like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE never brush teeth sleep liao wtFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFizzle.

Sunday.

Was late for the morning service.

This kid bryan emotional lah. Friendly, then fierce.

Ate my lonely fishball noodle before going for WL.

WL. Can say i broke my slump.

Got cup, got touch disc, and score.

second came mid mid. My FAvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve position. But we still lost both matches.

Im thirsty. Ciaooooooooooo

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, January 16, 2009
BUCK UP.

Tomorrow onwards, i will run my balls off for every disc.

I have gotten my disc back.

I will touch the disc during WL.

We will win.

I will throw my body in the line to D the disc.

If i don't, i will throw my life on the line.

Who cares if i was FUCKed before. I must get my confidence back.


working at the science park now as a telemarketer.

Quotes of the week:

1) "After the NAPFWA AR, must twain ar. Don't hero hero go the standard charchart malathon ar. Many hero die already." - Mr Ser Thien Huat

2) "Dei brother hungry lah i want makan dinner lah (And cuts call)" Malaysian worker i called up when i was working enquiring details about this company.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
SIAN-ism.

SIAN. I have SSC stuff to do and i dont even know where the ding dong to start.

I cant even remember what i wanna blog... ERM...

Last week i went for the CJC open house i think i was either a thurs or a fri. Quite cool ar quite fun. Did the only thing i did best there. Become violent and played frisbee in tight shorts and skater shoes which didnt even have the laces tied. So after it all went to subway with Fern to go eat and damn i smelled badddddddddddddd damn bad BOOOOOOOOOOOO...

Dont know why guys must get jealous of me. Do i look like i am the kind who is able to steal people's girlfriends with my kind of looks? Come on lah even i dont dare look in the mirror and look at my hideously ugly ass of a face can?

Saturday. training. Lou chiouuuuuuuuuu... Then went to aljunied for service. Hmmm damn sian both wrists cramped... but over all it was fun hehh.

Sunday. There are somethings i am not proud of.



I try to pull up my socks but i find my confidence waning and i cant do a lot of things anymore. Why why why? Haizzzzz... Aadan came. So strong. So cute. But only know how to look at gals.

Monday. Cant remember.

Tuesday. Shaun came. Ass crack.

Ran today. My stamina is ok. But my leg muscles so tight i cant do shit for pete's sake... haiz...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009
RELEASE

High release or no high release, doesnt make a difference. Still a screw up.

Screw up means screw up. can't go any lower.

Gotta try fixing my wardrobe shelf from the top.. no point forcing. Force already do no good. will break.

No more job, no more money.
No more score, no more wins, no more confidence.

Went to watch Ip Man yesterday with Bun Bun. Dammmmmmmmmn cool i wanna go online and practice wing chun style moves soon. Ate Sushi buffet later, and for the first time, we survived. Ahh hahahahaha we learn to beat bloatedness!!!!

I officially declare myself a himbo with no looks.

AFter the sushi thingy went to kallang for the sports council meeting. First time i feel so lost.... Went to Aljunied soon after and had Tour guide Fern to intro us to eateries around Aljunied. Im loving Aljunied more and more. Got Kai Kai somemore but he's taken by Leong Leong... Haiz...

Went to send Bun Bun off today. So sad. I'm the last one to enter, 3 months from now. Need to go train already... Met Fern after that. Suppose to pass her power gel but i FORGOT TO PASS TO HER AFTER TALKING SO MUCH. So met CLAY, and got rejected from the hotels. No jobs. So i returned to Aljunied ( By the way, i simple cannot stand adult fare it is killing me) to pass Fern the gels, and im back. at home, a emo wanktard.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, January 02, 2009
Damnation

I see now, why so many types of crisis can occur in the world right now.

Two people in love can't even be together. What could be worst?

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉
这段感情
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我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.