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What's broken can never be mended. I'M A HEART HEART HEART HEART HEARTTTTTTTTTTTT BREAKRERRRRR

LOVES
& ULTIMATE

WISH
& ORD.

Weehee
Anna
shalindRAN
Jie Jie
Charissa
Vin0
Mr teh
Sabby
Jiaxin
Soshi
Trite
DQ
bl0gger
Eddie
Wanee
Patrick Star
Sh0ba
Me Other.
ZD.
SGU.
loisa.
Angel.

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Monday, December 29, 2008
Closure.

The New year is coming, but loose ends and problems have not been solved.

I don't want to make any new years resolution, for apparent reasons. And one of them is that i can't keep them. Not that i don't want to, but some things are just beyond my capabilities no matter how i try.

My job SUCKS. Big time. To the core. Without Clay i would be forced to run up and down the restaurant. On friday there were two events at my work place. Free flow of beers for a foreign worker event. Some of them got bloody drunk and super high during the pole dancing. When i was in the toilet this idiot groped my butt. Damn...

Trouble at home, trouble at work, and trouble on the pitch.

I swear i will stop doing anymore back hand high releases anymore. It pulls the team down and my morale down. I hope this is the last time i'll get "F***" on the pitch. If not it'll be the last time i'll ever step on the pitch.

Well i would like to thank a little Fern who was there for me when i needed a bitching ear whether it is injuries or frisbee related issues. Not many bothers when they hear me go "injury" or "frisbee"

Striken with a bout of flu, cough and sore throat. Life could not suck any harder...

Hehh.

Last but not least, Let us at least spend the new year together or something...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008
%&*#@$

I hate my job.

And i'm not even paid. Who gets hired to do the NAPFA three times over while being shouted at?!

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, December 22, 2008
Mighty Forcing Power Rangers

I Love my Winter league team. Not because they're all men or boys, but it's beacause we have flooow babyyyyyyyy. And i hope it stays that way.

One more D and one more layout for the count. Could have had an ASSIST stat but i need to learn to throw BETTER. I will be better, i have to be better.

I tell you my job SUCKS. 22 a day for.... DING DONG!

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, December 21, 2008
Damage report.

You dont care, so can i. You turn cold, I'll never turn back.

Went for ZD light training today

Chip the same bloody (literally) nail, brusied left thumb and got hit in the face by an incoming disc.

Went for Angel's birthday thingy with the rest of the PAE people. Ate so much sushi but didnt pay cos Angel DA JIE FOOTED THE BILL THANK YOU DA JIE!!!!!

The rest abandoned me and JXso we went to the arcade to see people play LAN. ONLY STUPID PPL GO LAN SHOP PLAY AUDITION, FACEBOOK AND MAPLE!!!!

Bought a Green Lantern polo for myself and a superman T for my sis... and she just throw one corner. Hmmm.

Went for Dad's choir Wahhhhhhhhhh super nice i tell you ESPECIALLY the children's performance. Oh-Ha!

Tomorrow only got ONE match CCB dunno who tell me double header.

And work after that.

Oh yeah i worked yesterday as well. I love washing cups and watching TV at the same time (((((:

I hope you like your present(:

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
SSC

Akon has the most irritating voice.

" I wanna make up NANANANANA" Wth... Im only saying this cos my isister is playing the song aloud.

Woke up sneezing the moment i woke up even after i left my house.

Was late for the SSC meeting. They made me dance, which was unnessacery. Retareded. The meeting went ok i guess. I waited for everyone to have their fill of the tea break snacks before i attacked the the cookies and everyone stared at me like i justed finished the last ration of food during a war liddat.

Went to bishan SNEEZING and feeling like crap. MY flu was so bad the blueberry waffle i bought was tasteless. Waited at the Bishan lib for a while, say an Hr plus plus for a call... but oh well.

Weds: going queensway i guess
Thurs: ZD AGM in the morn. At night... see how it goes.
Fri: Woots im free i think
Sat: Shiok youth training i think. Dads concert at night.
Sun: Winter league double header SIANZzzz... frisbee matches from 2 to 6. Confirm damn shag one.

Oh wells...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, December 15, 2008
ULTIMATE.

Im back and a little black.

Why some people the pride must go so high one cannot back down. So hard to say sorry meh? so hard to be nice meh? Does sarcasm make a person so smart? So smart earn so little? Lol correct im dumb and i live with and learn from dumb people. So smart quit the job and be a story teller lah.

Went for the job interview thing today. Again recruit express but this time the job is confirm de. Both of us forgot to bring our bank books so Clay had to run all the way back to Tampines and me sembawang to collect our bank books.

Sorry sweetie we couldnt meet.

Fell asleep in the Bishan lib while waiting for Clay. Bought Strawberry Waffle. Mhhhmmm.. Upon returning our agent went for lunch, so did we. While eating at LJS i caught a bloody flu which is still tormenting me as i type.

Stupid Sei idiotic shaun came to my house and didnt inform me, so too bad you could only spend 2hrs at my place.

Met Hasna at about 6 for... Heh. don't tell you. Bye bye, disc.

SUNDAY.

Winter league. I got nothing to say. I will come back stronger.

SATURDAY

Shiok youth training. Sianzzz Off form...

I'll be back...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, December 04, 2008
MONSTER.

Im in the wrong. Everyone has the right to be angry but me. I shall therefore hence forth disappear. i shall no longer care, as caring only makes others unhappy. toodles.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008
A death in the family.

Her I've lost.
I am at loss.
Times we had,
I made them bad.
Times with her,
I did not treasure.
Her care i couldn't reciprocrate,
Arkwardness did i create,
Why didn't the thought get through,
I didn't have much time left to say,
"I love you"...
Tears won't bring her back,
The same way you can't mend a heart crack,
Without her my heart's ever sore,
I don't think i can live anymore...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, December 01, 2008
Rain and barbeque, just like the doctor ordered.

Heh.

Woke up early, and went for throw/training.

Yeah i feel the passion coming back.

Taught Luke and Clay how to flick today. They caught up fast.

Helped to paint my sister's room today.

PEOPLE STOP MSGING OR CALLING ME I EXCEEDED MY LIMIT AND MY MOM CONFISCATED MY PHONE HEH. I am a momma's boy. Cos im YOUNG, i have youth and i am ANGSTY.

Met Clay to attend his cousin's birthday barbeque. Seen most of them before and, and knew some of them. cool stuff.

Then it had to KU KU rain. Lol. we evacuated quick enough. Good food, good company. Had a heart chat with Clay. There is so much i didn't know. Heh. Chinese gals. TSK. Kental guys. TSK TSK TSK TSK. You suck.

Let me illustrate a problem to you:

I am a captain of the (Fill in sport) team.

I send a message to my members.

They reply with, " Who's going" (They spell it as "whose going")

They will not go if they do not know who else is going or if too little people are attending. I ADMIRE THEIR PASSION SO MUCH.

All of them reply me the same way.

How do you expect me to reply?

Heh. I'm not angry. i just find it hilarious.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.