whatever

MAX WIDTH 224px.
loser
What's broken can never be mended. I'M A HEART HEART HEART HEART HEARTTTTTTTTTTTT BREAKRERRRRR

LOVES
& ULTIMATE

WISH
& ORD.

Weehee
Anna
shalindRAN
Jie Jie
Charissa
Vin0
Mr teh
Sabby
Jiaxin
Soshi
Trite
DQ
bl0gger
Eddie
Wanee
Patrick Star
Sh0ba
Me Other.
ZD.
SGU.
loisa.
Angel.

x
skin by heroine
1 2
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sianzz.

Winter league.

D two disc.

Screw up a lot more.

we won 13-8

but vice capt insisted we were at 13-12 during the game. Wanted to spur us to play harder. LOL.

One poor bloke dislocated his ankle.

Super tired. Next week would be worst.

My back is aching like ding dong now.

What is love? I'm very confused. Very, very, right now. Lol like religion, it is best to forsake what i dont know...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Ultimate P_Layer.

SATURDAY

Woke up bloody early just to go for training.

Met joy halfway.

LEft training halfway to go toilet. AT HOME.

My mom: (To sanjoy) Why you so clean he(me) so dirty ar?
joy: Some people know how to play properly...

WHY I WAS SO DIRTY.

I was a mid-mid for godssake. Yeah i layed out two times successfully. Scored one, assisted one. And the place was muddy. Very.

Ate chicken rice feeling super chui. Played with a little girl sitting across my table. SUPPPPPPPER cute i tell you. Cos her mouth small mah. Then when the mother feeding her she got to open her mouth super big to eat. So i imitate her and she laughed. Then i taught her the peace twist and she twist me back. CUTENESS TO THE MAX. Played with a baby whose grandma strolled him to our pitch. Wah i pick up his pacifier he CRY IN MY FACE.

Joy, Anna And SL were suppose to help me paint my house. Some left for sentosa...

So luckily SHAUN came, in like a million years. Painting was fun, except for my stained shorts, and the occasional paint dripping into my eye, as well as the follow up of vulgarities due to excrixiating pain.

My house was painted LILAC. It feels as though im living in the scene of one of those channel 8 dramas, or even worst, days of our lives. How i wish my mom could have left her BLOODY PHONE on and called me so i could choose GREEN. That's why im so super jealous of Sharifa's home.

At last, my dad is back from Malaysia. YAY.

In the evening brought shaun for dinner, then went home to hang more clothes and more clothes and blow dry my boots. Today i using, i washed yesterday. Dumb right?

My entire body, especially my back is aching from laying out, or as joy sees, diving. Die lah. Later Winter League lei. PLAYING AGAINST RAPHAEL's TEAM. Sianzzz.

I hope i live to blog tomorrow.

Summer's breeze in a winter's wrath. When will iiiiiiiiii see your face again...

I think i blog like a bitch.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, November 28, 2008
Beautiful Butt crack.

Some people are just damn free.

Want to go eat ICE CREAM at BEN & JERRY, at 8.15.

OK. SO i got prepared at 7.15, and met Anna shortly after. Since she had to meet shu yun along the way, we arrived at dhoby ghaut (Which Kai spells as "Doubt Ghaut" ) at 8.23.

Everyone else was still elsewhere. Out there. FARRRRRRRRRRRR FARRRRRRRRRRRR AWAY. So we reach at 9.15.

There i saw a beautiful butt crack which stared at me for 30mins.

Since there was a performance, i sang along to the butt crack. The poor fella still didn't get the idea.

Left early. Couldn't help it. I dont usually like ice cream, but this ones are to die for. Dont know how people can forsake such a delicacy unless it's medical conditions.

Someone once told me certain hurts or what not once done cannot be undone and will always leave a scar, and that nothing will be forever and has shown me over time, things will fade. I see what it means now. Lol.

No more Emo-ness!

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Madness.

Someone once said i was mad. I presumed it was my actions. But now i think im going crazy in the mind.

Too many times have i experienced violent impulses to solve matters, as well as the inability to comprehend words said to me, or even my own thoughts. There are times where there is no logical flow in my thought, and i start to startle or even slur. Weehee. I'm finally cracking.

I always thought i had STM. When i dont remember, i start to stone. Or when i cant recall what i had in mind, i start to stone too. It is mighty freaky i tell you.

SO before my mind blows, hello, goodbye world. Heh.

Disclaimer: i am not emo-ing. im just laughing at my situation, for im not a sticky wanktard.

2nd disclaimer: i call myself and others monkey, wanktard, ding dong and what not as these are lingos i have been exposed to in my sec school days. Go figure.

Went for chalet yesterday. The "date" was super super super fun! (((:
Was late as usual. Stupid stomach.
Travelled to pasir ris with Sharifa, and suffered from another bout of stomachache. One day im going to have my stomach pumped. I swear.
Went to the chalet, and escaped to our own world, just the two of us.
Yada yada, played UNO, and i realise i really have slow reflexes from playing heart attack.
Cooked for 3 hrs, food finish by 30mins.
"Dear", no matter what, (crazy) james is here! have no fear! Wahha.

Had training today. I AM RETARDED i cant throw without injuring my elbow now.

Why can't you understand. I needed support, and reassurance. Seems i can't get it from you. Im just craaaazzzy.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Captain Nicon is DOWN

I didn't even run today.

Blew my knee walking, my left shoulder and lower left back.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Why cant you be more understanding? LOSER!!!

DONT HURT MEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Recover!

I had fun, sweet and smart girl!

Everyone wants a piece of me. But i cant afford the time and money. I sacrifice for some, some not happy. SOMEONE. Frisbee not that impt laaaahhh...

How dare you ask your FRIEND to cancel outings with other friends? I DONT LIKE YOU!

STUPID KNEE!!!!

Ice coffee tastes and feels good at night. Ice coffee+cycling= HIGH.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Oh the pain! Oh migraine!

Random: Do not, eat chicken, and cough while drinking milo. Not pretty.

The hammer beats
And repeats,
My head's a drum,
Like a sailor's after too much rum.

Argggggggggh HEAD POUNDING!!!!
I've slept
I need to sleep somemore...

Woke up this morning and had a hard time dragging my butt out of bed.
Went to school to collect sports council photos. Fell asleep in the train.
Went to school in the swelting hot weather. Turns out SER hasn't gotten the photos.
Went to eat at Pastamania. EMO ANNA was busy EMO-ing. The meal blew a hole in my wallet.
Slept in the train on the way back.
Slept in yishun library.
Slept in Fen nie's house.
I need to sleep again ar MIGRIANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Chalet tomorrow.
Mum wants me to stay and paint house on friday
Training on saturday
Winter league on sunday.. Chui...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
HUNTER.

Continued my job hunt today.

Today's special guest was.... CLAY. Heh.

Went to Jurong east, IMM. Stupid place all frown upon NS pre-enlistees like we can't work for nuts like that. Say they will call us back. Dunno real or not.

After a frustrating search, we went to look for Pam at Clarke Quay, before going to Orchard where we must have bore her to death. Clay went back to Yishun, I sembawang.

Combed sembawang in the rain three times, but cant find the ZD people. They must really hate me. I went home with much anger and ate my heart out. I was really that pissed.

I think i helped Sharifa with her stuff, Anna with hers, but i still can't settle mine. I have so much to say, so much uncertainty. Lol.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, November 24, 2008
Jang Jang to the max. I am Razar07driver.

SATURDAY

Woke up damn early went for training and forgot my ku ku hat.

Frisbee = Injury. Broke a nail, bled a bit, scrapped an elbow and scratch a shoulder.

Yang Jie's suffering from heart strain. So i'm taking over his place for winter league. Ain't gonna let his 40 go to waste.

Oh and PS my sexy new boots is crapping my feet. Damn.

Went for Sentosa Pick up. Was shag to the max and playing like crap.

SUNDAY

Met Bun at Queenstown's IKEA to prepare SK's birthday gift. Stupid me pick the wrong coloured photo frame and left out a photo that was suppose to be in the photo frame. A thousand damnations. But his karaoke party was cool lah. Heh.

Went for a "Wedding". Bun DOES sing.

THIS MORNING. Can you believe this idiot woke up at 10 and watched big guy and rusty til 2pm? Mopped the floor and halfway this lady called me.

(Silence)
Me: HEllo? (Silence) HELLO?!
Lady: Good afternoon
Me: Mhh.
Lady: Good afternoon?
Me: (feeling absurb) Err.. Good afternoon?
Lady: Good afternoon sir can i ask you a few simple questions this wont take one minute of your precious time (Mind you she was drawling away and her intro took 30seconds)
Me: er Ok.
Lady: Have you stayed in a 4 or 5 star hotel before?
Me: Errr No.
Lady: Ok. Do you think Changi airport is better than other airports?
Me: (i haven't been overseas before) Errr. No.
Lady: Ok. What is your profession sir?( She had already taken more than a minute.)
Me: Oh i'm a student.
Lady: PARDON?
Me: STUDENT.
Lady: okbye(SLAM)

Her last line took less than a second. Like ftw?

Met Nur and Hasna at Yishun MRT and off we went to the Cathay to watch Body of lies. 3 1/2 stars baby!!! Reasonable plot, good acting, and i didn't fall asleep. Then this couple came in late, and complain that the movie was shorter than it was. Elementary. They bought the DIGITAL screening, which was at 7. They came for the normal screening which started at 6. Haiz.

NUR MUHHAMAD+SHARIFA+ZU+LUQMAN+HIS CAMERA'S= A WHOLE LOT OF FUN.

Shall post photos next time. For now, more BIG GUY AND RUSTYYYYYYYY....

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, November 21, 2008
Deep deep do-do.

Stayed up late last night, or rather this morning to do up Pam's hoody designs with Lukas. He did most of the job, while i just fooled around i guess. Heh. We finished at around 3.30 and i only slept at 4.

Woke up at 7 this morning to call Lukas to wake up for our job interview. i slept and woke up at 9.30. So did he. So we met at around 10 and reach Tampines at around, 11 plus? And we were done like around 11.30. There were this two girls who were trying to smoke their way into an interview. Apparently you need to be introduced to the agency.

Dude at Recruit Express: So who are you looking for?
Girl: Errrrrrrr i dunno.
Dude: Who recommanded you?
Girl: Errrrrr Dan-Daniel.
Dude: There is no such person here...

Girl: Er... we say through advertisment.
Dude:when?
Girl: Yesterday
Dude: We didn't post any ad yesterday
Girl: OH... i saw in newspaper

Blah blah blah more smoking but they got the interview anyways.

Intended to go to Laselle where Lukas was needed for some project thingy. But turns out he had to go to the friend's place at lavender. There goes my chance to see *heh* and the library. No Gayle Nerva either. Heh. Ate at some indian coffeshop or stall or what not. Good food. Thought Bun could return me my slippers but oh well he's busy, Damn.

So went home, sat in front of the com and wait for people to reply. Oh wells. Training tomorrow which would be swell! but i have to go for sentosa training for the 6th... AND MY MERCURIAL IS TOOOOOOOOOO DARN TIGHT. DAMN!!!!

Heck. I need a lot of money. The shirts in the DC shop is practically calling out for me.

Where are you? What am i now?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, November 20, 2008
Weeee.

Quote the Wooden Plank, Nevermore.

Decided to use back this old skin, as in those days, everything was so much simpler and i was free to say anything i want. Ironically i still have to watch what i say, since i can say anything i want, and anyone can read, anyone can choose to feel offended which is ho-hum-have-to-watch-my-vocabulary.

A(nal) Levels is over for me, that is for this year. Ants were swarming me and all over my table, and i wasnt the only one. NB, this is the first incident of significant ant attack.

After the Ku Ku paper on tuesday i fled to queensway with some of the guys to buy my mercurial. After comparing prices i bought a friggin pair of $83. Really burn a whole in my wallet. Now i begin to understand why SHAron complained so much as well.

My new fravorite colour is O-RAN-GEI



So we went to the Cage at Kallang to play soccer, and damn was i not use to my boots. First they were tight, and the speed was WHOOSH.. And i cant play soccer for nuts. haha.

So i left early with Bun and YX, to find Mei Ling's church where i GOT LOST, cos i over shot the bus stop and walked back to orchard MRT, where i actually passed the location. Damn. When i reach there, they were preparing for some drama thingy and.... It was fun.

People like Nicholas, Wei Koon and Yan Rui were all there. Dammmmmmmmn fun. Especially playing Asshole Tai di till like, 5.30 in the morning before i KO myself? Haha the next day super tired. Dammmmmmmn fun. Wei Koon is the best man.

Went home with Shaun, Showered and went job hunting with Lukas. Sadly HMV not hiring. So Joy's helping me find. We went to watch Quantum of Solace and i had to KO during the climax. Sadness.

So... today i'll be going to maybe Tampines for some agency thing... or maybe heeren for the fish and co thingy. Oh wells. i cant be bothered to type anymore. Im out of ideas. Too much restriction.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.